well, i've been spotty these last couple of days but in my defence i blew out a tire thursday(apperently weekends aren't conducive to work)but it'll be done today, my father will pick it up after work^^ i spent the last two days learning about duct-work and caulking though so i earned about 88$ (i only get 48$ though because of the tire >,< ) and i finally realized something last night, i cannot remain as i am, i have spent five monthes in an emotional coma and in doing so have aleinated nearly every friend i have, stopped enjoying things i've always loved like art and music and nature and most of all silence. in my selfishness i have done so much wrong to those who only sought to help and worse to those who knew nothing, i have finilly resolved to set things right by manning up to my life and putting my hurt behind me. i love her so very much but that is no excuse to destroy everything else, this is my burdon to bear and no-one elses. on the plus side, the wracking insomnia that has been at me for a week now is gone


oh...and i'll be posting friday's and todays art tommorrow so look out for that^^

....OMG! i have stamps^^




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this is a good discussion gallery~

clubs~



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