well, i've been spotty these last couple of days but in my defence i blew out a tire thursday(apperently weekends aren't conducive to work)but it'll be done today, my father will pick it up after work^^ i spent the last two days learning about duct-work and caulking though so i earned about 88$ (i only get 48$ though because of the tire >,< ) and i finally realized something last night, i cannot remain as i am, i have spent five monthes in an emotional coma and in doing so have aleinated nearly every friend i have, stopped enjoying things i've always loved like art and music and nature and most of all silence. in my selfishness i have done so much wrong to those who only sought to help and worse to those who knew nothing, i have finilly resolved to set things right by manning up to my life and putting my hurt behind me. i love her so very much but that is no excuse to destroy everything else, this is my burdon to bear and no-one elses. on the plus side, the wracking insomnia that has been at me for a week now is gone


oh...and i'll be posting friday's and todays art tommorrow so look out for that^^

....OMG! i have stamps^^




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this is a good discussion gallery~

clubs~



~other life;

and the winner of my contest is;

with; I'm between a rock and a hard place, a VERY hard place



she gets a three month sub

good job chick^^ i'll get to it after the weekend(i'd say monday but the weather is getting kinda bad so, before wednesday anyway)

second place is with;

that out fit is very becoming on you but then agian if i were on you i'd be coming to ~


they get free request(not porn) of their choosing


which is a damn shame really(seeing as my fave was flamestheshapeshifte's )

....OMG! i have stamps^^




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this is a good discussion gallery~

clubs~



~other life;

^^ oh, guess what, just a moment ago i noticed today is my four year anarvirsary^^(and it's typo riddled to boot) huzzah^^

....OMG! i have stamps^^




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this is a good discussion gallery~

clubs~



~other life;

...my goodness people, i'm gone a week and i get 213 messages(only 6 were journals) i'm not sure wether to be happy or frightened... also a bit of a downer, i'm going to try and keep up here but i'm no longer working at the radio staion and that was my main sourse for internets, sorry



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my goal is to go through the entire pokedex, picking people's favorite pokemon all in a 70X111 pixel parameter, what i need from you are pokemon^^ i will take pokemon from the r/b/y/g dex(though i will only use the style of blue for consistency's sake) i want to show at least 30 pokemon minus my three favs haunter magicarp and dratini

poke to do;
nidorino
farfetced
Arcanine
eevee
magicarp
haunter
clafairy
dratini
kangaskhan



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so go check it out^^

....OMG! i have stamps^^






















this is a good discussion gallery~

clubs~



~other life;